I Had to be free
I still see it in my mind how it´s been.
As i started my lonely flight..
Through the lights of this dark night.
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As i left all behind what i freedom once had called.
As I flew then in stranger´s land..
Simply to be free...heavenly free.
It is all that i wanted...
To be for my self...To be far from pain.
When ever I needed.
I had to get free...fin`ly get free..
From all of the voices...
That said " stay on earth..in skys you won´t be...
Free":
My wings they carried me..as far as i once had hoped.
And i got untouchable.Like a sars..that´s near but far
Lost all that´s human-like..alone this dream was meant to see...
And i understood it...suddenly.
I Had to be free...had to be free...
Thatý what i once wanted.
I wanted to be free from this tears..
..This feelingsthat hurted....
I wanted to search..what´s beyond my night..
So far way from bidden...
Like a gull in the skies...so wonderfull light..
Free.
And as i returned as what i´m now...
They liked to watch me now.my own sphere..
...my sparkling flight...
But only some were left how had been able than to see...
this lonley heart that still beats in me.
Simply to be free..So easily free.
Was what I Once wanted..
´Find home for my self.To be all I am..
Whenever i nedded....
I Had to get free...finally been gone...
From all that they´ve done once...
So i fly in skys..have left all that´s been.
Free.
Все сюда!
Flying so high
Flying so high
Why not? I´m calling.
Why not? I´m falling.
Just like the dreams you held on me.
Why not? It´s lying.
Why not? I´m trying.
So let my tear fly so heavenly free.
Free...we had to be free...
This far´way world..that is called Free.
Flying so high..high in the sky.
Embraced.Why not? We´re falling.
Flying so high. Away from this life...
This life that all the others follow.
Enjoy my sweet falling.
Join me..on this journey.
This journey.Ending in our spaces.
So why not? Yopu´re stumbling.
Why not? You ´re hesitating.
Let´s brake the dreams that we are slaves to.
Flying so high.So high in our sky.
Fly highing and strange..Why not? We´re falling.
Just we see the lights.
That keep us aside.
From everything that dream the others.
Feel silently the sences..abandon their defances.
Look in the mirror...we can be like they are.
Baby just take my hand.
We´ll be able to fly.
And all we here will be our heavenly cry.
Flying so high...too high in the sky?
Embraced. Why not? I´m falling.
Flying so high...in our darkmoon sky.
It´s our now...They´ll no more find us.
MOONLIGHT
Here it beats my heart so cold.
Apperas my body made from stone.
A stone that long ago was built.
Not any tear could break this shild.
This shild..protecting me from light.
The sunshine never touched my mind.
Days had usless passed me by.
But then..cold Moonlight touched my eye.
And something broke down..and something ressuracted.
Moonlight.My lonely star there shining bright.
See...all the shadows turn to life.
Your splendor made my cold stone brake.
It touched me warm...and i awoke.
My eye´s stone broke..the tear could run.
Freed from this lonely endless search.
Forgotten..what they all had done.
That I felt death.But still on earth.
´Caus now i finally felt again.
I´ve never had..till there was you.
You´ve shown me things i´ve never known.
With your cold touch...i found my own.
Caus we´re two drifters..off to life our world.
On Rivermoon..we´re searching our way home.
Moonlight.My darklight star there shining bright.
You remembered me on all that once was life.
Your cold light made my hard stone brake.
You´ve seen my soul...so I awoke.
>и естественно перевод
I had to be free
Я должен был освободиться
Я все еще вижу в своем сознании как это и было.
Как я начинал свой одинокий полет
Сквозь огни этой темной ночи
Как я оставил позади все, что когда-то называл свободой
Как я улетел потом в неизвестную страну
Просто быть свободным. Божественно свободным..
Это все, чего я хотел.
Существовать для себя, быть далеко от боли.
Все, в чем я когда-либо нуждался
Я должен был освободиться. Наконец-то освободиться...
От всех этих голосов
Которые говорили: оставайся на земле, в небе ты не будешь....свободным..
Мои крылья...они унесли меня...так далеко, как я однажды надеялся..
И я стал неосязаемым. как звезды.. они близко, но так далеко..
Потерял все, что присуще человеку. Только одна эта мечта была предназначена, чтобы видеть.
И я понял это...внезапно..
Я должен был освободиться..должен был освободиться..
Это то, чего я однажды хотел
Я хотел быть свободным от слез
От этих чувств, которые ранят
Я хотел искать...что за гранью моей ночи..
так далеко от (bidden-я не знаю как перевести!)
Словно чайка в небесах..Такой прекрасный свет..
Свободный..
И как я вернулся таким, какой я сейчас
Им нравится смотреть на меня сейчас . Моя собственная сфера.
Мой сверкающий полет
Но только некоторые были оставлены так как могли видеть
Это одинокое сердце, которое все еще бьется во мне
Просто быть свободным. просто свободным
Вот чего я однажды хотел
Найти свой дом, быть всем, чем я являюсь
Когда бы мне это не понадобилось
Мне пришлось освободиться ..уйти в конце концов
От всего того, что они сделали однажды
Поэтому я улетаю в небо. придется все вернуть..
свободный...
Flying so high
Летя так высоко
Летя так высоко
Почему бы и нет? Я зову
Почему бы и нет? я падаю
Просто подобно мечтам, что ты удерживала во мне
Почему бы и нет? они лгут
Почему бы и нет? я пытаюсь
Так разреши моей слезе лететь так свободно
Свободны..Мы должны быть свободны
Этот далекий мир...Который называется Свободным
Летя так высоко..прячусь в небе
Обнявшись..Почему бы и нет? мы падаем
Летим так высоко. От этой жизни.
Эта жизнь-все чему следуют остальные
Наслаждайся моим сладким падением
Присоединяйся ко мне..в этом путешествии
Это путешествие заканчивается на наших местах
Так почему бы и нет? ты спотыкаешься
Почему бы и нет? ты сомневаешься
Давай разобьем мечты, c которыми мы слились
Летя так высоко. Так высоко в нашем небе
Fly highing and strange(не знаю, как перевести!!)
Почему бы и нет? мы падаем.
Просто мы увидели огни
они нас удержали в стороне
От всего, о чем мечтают другие
Ощути безмловно чувства..покинь их преграды
Взгляни в их зеркало..Мы можем быть такими же, как они
Детка, просто возьми меня за руку
Мы сможем улететь
And all we here will be our heavenly cry
(хоспидя, как это перевести?)
Летя так высоко..слишком высоко в небе..
Обнявшить, Почему бы и нет? я падаю
Летя так высоко..в нашем небе с темной луной
Это наще настоящее.. Они нас больше не найдут
Moonlight
Лунный свет
Здесь оно бьется, мое холодное сердце
Оказывается, мое тело сделано из камня
Камня, который был построен много лет назад
И ни одна слеза не может пробить этот щит (предполагаю не shild а shield)
Этот щит, защищающий меня от света
Солнечный свет никогда не касается моего сознания
Дни бесполезно проходят мимо меня
Но потом...холодный лунный свет коснулся моего взора
И что-то сломалось, а что-то воскресло
Лунный свет. Моя одинокая звезда ярко засветила
Видишь...все тени ожили
Твое сияние сломало мой холодный камень
Оно коснулось меня своей теплотой и я проснулся
Камень в моем взгляде разрушился, И слезы смогли пролиться
Освобожденный от одиночества бесконечный поиск.
Забытый. Что же они все наделали..
То, что я чувствовал-смерть...Но все еще на земле..
Потому что сейчас я наконец-то опять могу чувствовать
Я никогда не мог, пока не было тебя
Ты показал мне вещи, о которых я не знал
С помощью твоих холодных прикосновений я нашел себя
Потому что мы-два скитальца...прочь из жизни в этом мире
В лунной реке мы ищем дорогу домой
Лунный свет. Моя темная звезда ярко светит
Ты вспомнил меня на всем, что когда-то было жизнью(???)
Твой холодный свет сломал мой тяжелый камень
Ты увидел мою душу...поэтому я проснулся...
самый новый стих
This is my life - I belong only me
I will not belong.Restrain. Simple fit.
I will not loved by everyone ... and yet leave.
I was never Yours .. no. I am free.
This life ... it is mine.
On the ice I want to dare.And itself strive from when it thaws.
On the rope, I will dance.
Danger always let me cold.
No risk ever forced me completely in the knee.
And I have never been one.
You can not teach me .. with force or desire.
Then I softly before any duty
Do you want to proselytize me.
Then I turn.
Fly like a seagull into light.
I will give it everything .. Volunteer and far from forced.
Will everything at risk.
Because nobody is above me bang.
So fight I knew ... and I am free.
This live ... it is mine.
Become me, I never "send".
Become nobody's role model.
Do I need to because in the eyes of all are respected?
I move ... before hypocrisy.
The soul ... it is free.
And do you want me.
Stop me not to.
I never admit my freedom.
And do you want me to break ...
I trust your nest.
Fly like a seagull into the sea.
I wait for friends ...
And looking for security.
I participated every joy.
I participated every sadness.
But never ask my life.
I can not give you ...
Because I belong just me ..
... Only me.
DO THAN, PEOPLE
Someone gave me laugh,
To me for courage,
To me for listen to,
I asked for advice,
Time for me to have,
Trust me,
My stars revealed
Me at your heart pressed.
Hand me your meals,
I am seriously.
Someone has proven itself as a human being.
We have often had fun together and laugh for hours.
Our friendship will live forever.
It is more than any earthquake.
We have been often armed, it is thought so far,
The subject of this dispute, the end of our friendship,
Because of a sturer (хз, что значит сие слово) than the other.
We can never divide us, no matter
How many are jostle in between.
We still have many things
And then laugh about our mistakes.
Give me your hand!
I will keep it,
If you need me.
I will warm up,
If you are cold.
I will stroked it,
If you are sad -
Consolation you need.
And I will release it,
If you want to be free.
Give me your hand!
I will keep it,
If you need me.
I will warm up,
If you are cold.
I will stroked it,
If you are sad -
Consolation you need.
And I will release it,
If you want to be free.
AТ OLD POEM
After this, I wish ... now ..
Bound in stone ...
One of those cold liberated ... to me;
The heat brought to live ...
Urge is breaking my heart ...
A glance. A hearing. ... A wait.
So I stand unchanged.
Since undisclosed time ...
Will this sign ...
... My old frailty.
The sate eyes never fumbles ...
The shadow of going here ...
None of joy, not pain ...
The issuance also reality.
's Goods were probably years ..'s hours ..?
The trace surrounded me ..
Since my vision broke.
When I chose the eternity for me ...
Human - nothing more to understand ..
A light .. at once traps me freely ...
In deadly disguised eyes.
The remembrance is also suspicious...
.. Stone cross my heart.
What was done only because ...?
Because now ... diffusing those watering.
Through the years, I probably cried ...
Had they ever been freed ...
Invent me a dream ...
In my search once consecrated ...
The present finding ...
... This one soul ...
- Recognizes me ...
- Which touched me ...
The soul of that starchild...
The one I had never found.
The rigid.
But only my inner can no longer ...
.. The cold to revive.
And only my eyes can no longer ...
... Nothing in the picture.
Because I am also here ...
Frozen away .... and the life.
I feel now more this aspiration...
After this lonely tiny real ...
I longed a front of you ...
Feel my spirit but the demand ...
In those poor to fall.
And it's also my away from really ...
But I feel only the true desire ...
This life to embrace ...
... The soul of my future old dreams.
I am a light.
The truth I could see ...
Never before was this done ....
The tear rupture.
And I look unwavering ....
... At this, what now lies in front of me here.
The Kind. The soul. ... Once sought.
And my world is shattered.
And this stone ... he jumps.
No questions why more ...
... To accuse those sea gull..
... Worn by the time.
....... Blows in the loft of our night.
Because I ...
... I have seen you.
I walked on.
I heard..the call of life.
Being free..with what i am.
Dream.Just a dream...I thought many times.
But they gave me the strength..
To follow this path of mine.
And i got up...to walk this way.
Far from undestanding.And far from men.
I got up..and the light was shining.
For an unsure space..of what i am.
Souls joined...and more passed by.
Hope glew...and it´s leave fell.
What kind of place..would once be mine?
Whose understanding look..would once for me shine?
And i walked then on this unsure road.
For my realitys.For my hope.
I went on to see what´s my heart´s own space.
Never knowing..if i t might will burn in flames.
Times came..when no one saw anymore
The flight and path,..i followed then.
But still i´ve been there...and no more asked.
For i had this wings..
This light...burned by my self.
Caus i got up to walk straight this way.
Far from safety. But full of cries.
I walked on ..though my soul got tired with time.
For my lonelines..
Forever.
And i walk.No matter if i´m strong or weak.
And i see the time. And hear my prayer.
I walk on ..till my heart will find it´s end.
For my reality...
For what i am.
My black burned wing
They burned my picture long ago.
And i see the truth..through my empty eyes.
Fallen from every grace.
And damned.
No one cares.
And so I am.
In this endless, unnamed place.
That no one knows.
Bleeding from my soul´s gone rose.
And all that is left now.
is my one..unburned black wing.
It raises to heaven..that my home once had been.
And i speak by what`s left now.
My flight..it will once grow.
Though i´m now out of all hope.
Devieted by hopeless fight:
I am walking now through this world.
This black fether in my hand.
Alone.
Far from life.
But there is this light.And no one had ever seen.
That it burns inside.
That it had always burned..full of pride.
And all that is left now.
is my one..unburned black wing.
It raises to heaven..that my home once had been.
And i speak by what`s left now.
My flight..it will once grow.
Though i´m now out of all hope.
I see the pictures.
From all that´s been.
See my whole life..
What would it bring?
They gave me names
in so diffrent ways.
They burned my wings..
Or made theme their grace.
Shy and so weak.
Sad , full of joy.
Wild and so strong..
Alone but adored.
I lost my name..for so many times.
I already died..in so many minds.
And my left black burned wing.
It searchs for it´s last strength.
It passes all barriers.
Alone.Just by its will.
And although i don´t know yet.
Where it will guide me now.
No one may burn it again.
And i fly through the shadows..
Of my lonely free flight.
Through storms and my nights.
In death ..and in in this life.
The light on the horizon.
it may guide me home.
Though i don´t know where it comes.
Though i Don´t know...where it ends.
Between dream and reality
I want build walls around me...
And want to get free.
I am searching for loneliness.
And don..t want to be alone...
I want light around myself..
and stay in darkness.
Heavy is my heart.
But weightless my soul.
I live in the nomansland of dream and reality.
I stand somewhere at the border of darkness and the light.
I had been to late born..
I ..m getting lost inside this world.
Between truth and reality.
I want to be like a flame..
And am like the snow.
I want to be a cloud..
And am a dark, deep sea.
I search for safety...
And want the risk.
Voiceless is my mouth...
but my silence speaks to theme..
Who can understand?
I want to be the hope..
And no more see a way out.
I want the truth ..
and keep on acting the strength.
I should be never born.
My soul gets lost inside this world.
Between longing and truth.
Free and proud like a black gull..
High above the sea.
I am flying alone..
towards the storms.
I should be never born..
My soul gets lost inside this world.
Between dream and life.
Free and proud like a black gull..
High above the sea.
i am flying alone...
Through reality and dream.
взято с www.diary.ru/~hawik/
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I Had to be free
I still see it in my mind how it´s been.
As i started my lonely flight..
Through the lights of this dark night.
ещё стихи
As i left all behind what i freedom once had called.
As I flew then in stranger´s land..
Simply to be free...heavenly free.
It is all that i wanted...
To be for my self...To be far from pain.
When ever I needed.
I had to get free...fin`ly get free..
From all of the voices...
That said " stay on earth..in skys you won´t be...
Free":
My wings they carried me..as far as i once had hoped.
And i got untouchable.Like a sars..that´s near but far
Lost all that´s human-like..alone this dream was meant to see...
And i understood it...suddenly.
I Had to be free...had to be free...
Thatý what i once wanted.
I wanted to be free from this tears..
..This feelingsthat hurted....
I wanted to search..what´s beyond my night..
So far way from bidden...
Like a gull in the skies...so wonderfull light..
Free.
And as i returned as what i´m now...
They liked to watch me now.my own sphere..
...my sparkling flight...
But only some were left how had been able than to see...
this lonley heart that still beats in me.
Simply to be free..So easily free.
Was what I Once wanted..
´Find home for my self.To be all I am..
Whenever i nedded....
I Had to get free...finally been gone...
From all that they´ve done once...
So i fly in skys..have left all that´s been.
Free.
Все сюда!
I still see it in my mind how it´s been.
As i started my lonely flight..
Through the lights of this dark night.
ещё стихи
As i left all behind what i freedom once had called.
As I flew then in stranger´s land..
Simply to be free...heavenly free.
It is all that i wanted...
To be for my self...To be far from pain.
When ever I needed.
I had to get free...fin`ly get free..
From all of the voices...
That said " stay on earth..in skys you won´t be...
Free":
My wings they carried me..as far as i once had hoped.
And i got untouchable.Like a sars..that´s near but far
Lost all that´s human-like..alone this dream was meant to see...
And i understood it...suddenly.
I Had to be free...had to be free...
Thatý what i once wanted.
I wanted to be free from this tears..
..This feelingsthat hurted....
I wanted to search..what´s beyond my night..
So far way from bidden...
Like a gull in the skies...so wonderfull light..
Free.
And as i returned as what i´m now...
They liked to watch me now.my own sphere..
...my sparkling flight...
But only some were left how had been able than to see...
this lonley heart that still beats in me.
Simply to be free..So easily free.
Was what I Once wanted..
´Find home for my self.To be all I am..
Whenever i nedded....
I Had to get free...finally been gone...
From all that they´ve done once...
So i fly in skys..have left all that´s been.
Free.
Все сюда!